my disappearing act

forget me soon, please
I cannot take the abuse
let me go on with ease
loving you has no use

let my face dissolve
the dust will carry me away
all my problems--solved
my "death" will lead the way

being nothing to you
is freedom for me
for anything I do
is void--you see?

I have no choice
but to disappear
I will have no voice
but will not fear

for I see within this frame
I need none to be me
my single lofty aim
is purely to lay free

being someone is not worth
being taunted or abused
so I will strike forth
with being dead to you